Think about a game screen. There is the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd person POV. Omniscient. Top-down, side-scroll, gridlock. At infinite scopes on infinite stages of time and space.
I knew this once and a part of me held onto this for dear life and it saved my life thank **[God]** I retained it because otherwise I would have lost my soul.
I’m not a preacher but I will speak from my heart. Every time I **[Game]** I try very hard to grasp at this and one way I can describe it is Lens.
My mom used to take me shoe shopping because she was addicted to shopping for shoes and for a long time I didn’t like it but I learned to love it and here’s why:
– The tiles in that shopping mall changed colors in different zones.
– White tiles were neutral, Black tiles were [-1 Heart], Blue tiles were [Water], and so on and so on
Every time we went to the shopping malls there would be different tiles and different conditions and this meant new rules and more fun. Both she and I ended up spending time together, and this was how we made peace. Nobody told me how to do this nobody forced me into it. I did it because it was for fun.
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There was a time a very long time when I did not want to get up in the morning and one day I had a change of heart and decided I would **[Game]** and do the thing I wanted to do and have always wanted to do.
I wanted to **[Game]** and I have been **[Gaming]** every morning for four years now because it gave me a reason to wake up and I owe my life to it. It saved my life I mean that I do.
It gave me a reason to wake up in the morning and shower and work out because I needed my body and mind in accordance. There was a time when I lived in total isolation but I realized if I did that I could not [Game] and I could not have fun.
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Think about a game screen.
It is a game in 2nd Person POV.
Nobody told **You** how to do this nobody forced **You** into it. **You** did it because it was for fun.

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One of my favorite games to play while trapped in never-ending malls/department stores utilized a rule-set where I had to dodge the light reflections on the glossy flooring tiles as they approached.
Occasionally guilt would force me to take unnecesary damage as I would have to catch up with my family who seemingly had full resistance to the damage from beams of laser light.
As I tread further into adulthood, and have spent many years embedded in the retail machine I don’t have as much time to dodge light reflections. It always brings a smile to me when I see young children embracing their own joy, their own games. I think its something that also encourages me to still make new games.
100% Resist to laser damage!
I wonder how many dialogue options I can unlock if I knock down all the clothing racks. Ha ha. Just kidding.